The Lock
Sometimes, i just wonder how come other people have so much to write about in thier blog. i just can't seem to think of anything to write about. or is it ? i feel that i just can't open myself to others. i dun seem to trust anyone, not even my family members. i can feel this huge lock pad locking up the true me. may it is because it is too vulnerable. always acting to be the person i am not is getting more tiring. i can't seem to find the person with has the key to my heart. those who are willing to talk to me does not hold the key to my lock. i tried hard to confront myself. but i could not convince myself. i can't feel any emotions since i locked myself up. i don't feel frighten, happy or sad anymore. this became a hindrance, keeping me away from the lord. i don't know what to do. i guess i am lost ? lolz...................
New Graphic Card.
Today, i went to Sim Lim to get myself a new graphic card. Inno 3D GeFORCE 6000GT. It coseted me $215.25 !!!!.
The Lord's Plan
TJC called me yesterday and informed me that i am not admitted into TJC. Although i am disappointed , i am not upset. I never regreted trying. I never regeted doing my best to pursue my dreams. As what the VP of TJC said about SAJC," SAJC is a good JC." I think so too. I am proud to announce to the world that i am a Saint. Since the Lord feels that SAJC is a better choice for me, i will obey his will. I will do my best . I will make SAJC proud.
Prayers
O dear Father. I thank you for all your blessings and for being an important part of my life. I would like to pray for all those who are appealing for JAE posting ( inculding myself ). I pray that you can guide us, show us your wisdom and lead us through this time of confusion and chaos. I pray that you will strenghten us and bless us with the will to pursue our dreams. In the name of Jesus Chirst. Amen
Good News
TJC called me just now and said that they have shortlisted me to go down to TJC on mon for an interview at 12:15.
O Lord. I thank you for giving this chance to prove myself worthy to be in TJC. O Lord. I pray that you will continue to watch over me and guide me through. I pray that you will continue to be in my life. In the name of Jesus Chirst. Amen
Special Thanks to:Monica - for give me all those ideas to write in the essay.Henrietta - f or helping edit this essay.Miss Tan Chye I - for helping me write a letter of recommandation
My appeal essay to TJC
Ever since the principal and vice-principal of Temasek Junior College came down to my school, Zhonghua Secondary, to share its values and beliefs, I have been drawn to the college and it became my dream to study there.
Hence, I was utterly disappointed with my preliminary examination results as it did not meet the cut-off point for TJC for the first intake. It was my dream of being able to study and play in Temasek JC which kept me going. It pushed me forward, to study harder, striving for better results so that I could enter Temasek JC for the second intake.
“For College. For Nation.” - this motto strikes a chord in me. It calls for each TJCian to hold loyalty in high regard. Loyalty, be it to friends, family or a school, has always been an unwavering value of mine. When I went for TJC’s open house, I could feel and see the students’ passion and loyalty to the school. Each visitor was welcomed with a goody bag and a warm greeting. Though the visit was brief, I felt drawn to the school and its vibrant environment.
Thousands of miles from my homeland, Hong Kong, I came to Singapore to seek a better education. My secondary school life was especially memorable and unforgettable. My classmates showed me how unity can really make a difference. We sacrificed our time to help each other when we saw that our friends were in need. We faced problems together, staying back after school to tackle those issues. We encouraged each other, motivating one another to do our best. We all shared the same goal which was to do our school proud by setting a new lowest average L1R5 record for our school. In the end, our goal came to fruition. The elation felt at that point in time is indescribable and it made me believe more than ever before that perseverance is the key to success. This feeling of working together, unity and the sense of belonging, tugged at my heartstrings. While that chapter spent in secondary school has closed, I strongly believe that another beautiful one can open in TJC.
I really appreciate what my secondary school teachers have done to help me in my quest to enter Temasek JC. They gave me extra lessons after school hours, and graded the additional exercises I did. Their dedication towards teaching really impressed me. My Physics teacher hailed from TJC and her passion and loyalty to the college is admirable. She recounts her days at the college fondly and how lucky she was to have been accepted there. Her story fuelled my passion and made me work harder for the Os.
Why Temasek JC? Temasek JC has everything I would ever seek for: a vibrant school environment, diverse culture, and caring and understanding teachers. I would like very much to be part of this big family and I am willing to work hard for this dream to come true.
Appealing.
My worst night mare had come true. I was posted to SAJC instead or TJC. Maybe i am not faithful enough to the Lord ? Anyway , i am appealing today even though the chance is at most 10 %, i dun care. I believe that as long as one dares to dream, have faith in the Lord and have the determination to try, nothing is impossible. Wish me Luck !!!
Faith in the Lord
Tomorrow will be the release of JAE. i am feeling a little bit worried now because of yesterday's incident. Yesterday, before the saints and I went to watch Final Denstination 3 ( a pretty lame movie which i will write a review later ), we got news that the posting results is out from Julia's friend. Juls's friend , half cryingly told Juls that she could not get into TJC eventhough she got 9-2 for her L1R5. OMG. i only got 9-1. How am i suppose to go to TJC? But i believe in the Lord that he will answer my prayers as long as i have enough faith.
MATTHEW 21:22 " IF you believe, you receive whatever you ask for in prayer. "
